Have you ever been

or felt

like a time filler

When your nights are lonely

call on me

When your days are empty

seek me

I will fill the in between

when there is no one else

It’s a pattern

A thought

A process

to become this skilled

at something so fucking

ridiculously stupid

To be a go to

To fill needs

and brushed away

Too bad you can’t get paid

for something you’re so

fucking good at….